Juicy, Yummy Goodies...MmmMmm...

Ahahahkz...a friend passed me a link to download the videos of Holland's goals from their recent match against Andorra & I found a treasure-cove full of soccer videos just waiting to be downloaded. Ahahahahkz!! *rubs hands in glee* Well, at least it was something to look forward to watch when I get home from work & going out tonight. Of course, I selected my own stash of goodies to take with me before I leave today. I haven't finished, though. I guess it might take up my day, provided I don't have anything much to do today.

So, thanks Lotte for that absolutely fantastic link. Whoever whom invented it is a genius & a saviour to all cable-challenged people who loves soccer but can't watch it like me. Ahahahkz!!

Today is quite a boring day, it seems. Well, I guess it's a little too early to say. Fridays are always the wildcard days. You never know just what might pop up & take you by surprise. I'm still hoping to meet up with the GB Family. They've had a rough week, for most of them anywayz. So, we usually look to Friday as a time to just release & relax. I know it was a hell week for both Jan & Such. I think they've been losing sleep over upcoming projects & papers, fucked-up uncompromising lecturers & sleeping project mates. Especially Jan. The poor gal.

Apparently now, the only thing that's an obstacle to this evening's outing is Jan's parents whom are discouraging her from going out. I hope you & Such get everything sorted out by this evening, 'kay?? Need to know if I need to go to Gran's place for the time being while waiting for you latecomers to get your butts down to meet me somewhere else. I figured if I went over to Gran's, I wouldn't be looking like an idiot at the MRT station waiting for you people to arrive. Like a lost kid. Huh.

Like, hello?? You people know that the city or town area is not my forte. Hell, I can get lost easily in places like these. Don't make me wait, lahh. First it was Jan & Such. Last week, it was Punani. Grrr. Ehh, Punani. If you delay again like you did last week, be prepared to get your other nipple pulled & pinched, 'kay?? *smiles sweetly* Don't say I didn't warn you. And if you see an unknown number on your mobiles, for God's sake, freakin' pick it up!!

Will be anticipating the 'fun' we're gonna have. I guess it doesn't matter anymore whether or not the whole group shows up. As long as everybody enjoys each others' company, I guess that's more than enough. At the end of the day, the main point of us going out together is just to have fun.

I may have lost a friend after yesterday's entry. I don't know. It depends on that friend, I guess. It'll be a sad shame if I lose this friend. I mean, we had so much memories together & if ever we parted, whatever we had would just be washed down the drain. I don't want to think that all this while, our friendship was based on lies & hidden truths. I just can't believe that just because of the situation we were in, you changed. Apparently, the other friend wasn't the only one doing things in secrecy. You too, were doing it.

Should I feel cheated?? Should I feel hurt?? Should I be angry?? I don't know. I have no right because everyone is entitled to their own opinions. But for you, whom have known me well & yet be like that?? I guess I don't know you the way I thought I did. I don't know you anymore. Or maybe, I didn't know you at all in the first place.

Things between us aren't going to be the same again. I feel it. And I know it. I can't do anything about it because it's not in my hands. It's up to you whether or not you still want it & how you want it to be. I don't want our friendship to end & even if it did end somehow, I don't want it to be like this. Not this way. But if it's not in the cards for us to remain like how we were, then...

Goodbye, my friend.

Laterz...
Lenny JC