Heh...another song stuck inside my head. From Kelly Clarkson, the ORIGINAL American Idol in my opinion, Behind These Hazel Eyes is an angry song, really. I think it's about a breakup between 2 people in a relationship but I'd like to view the meaning as a betrayal of friendship. And check out those drum beats. Absolutely wicked!! I think Amir can give the drummer a run for his money. The video is goth-like; the scenario painted is total gloom & dreariness. But really, who the heck gets married on a dark, windy & rainy day?? And Kelly Clarkson is sooooo sexy!! She went BLONDE!! Rock on!!

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Did I relate to the song?? Well, yeah, kinda in a way. I mean, I didn't find out that my groom cheated on me like in the video. It was when I knew about the stuff that wasn't meant for me to know. But definitely not as tragic as the song. This song is like, whoaaaaa!! Full-power, totally on the verge of murdering someone. Soooo not me. Well, yeah, sometimes I do get the urge of stranggling people, but, doesn't everyone?? Maybe once in a while, I'd wish some people would just roll over & die. But that's just me. It's about putting trust in someone whom in the end didn't return it back. Kinda like trusting the wrong person. You think just because this person is 'good' to you on the outside, means that person wouldn't stab you with a parang when you're not looking?? Picture a scenario where you're at your wedding day, a fairytale wedding, and suddenly you're told that your best friend just slept with your bride/groom the day before?? Or even worse, they've been carrying on an affair even before your wedding!! Ooooh, bitch/bastard. Ahahahakz!!

Laterz...
Lenny JC