Well, well, well.

I have got to be the only one in the world who's life is a virtual roller-coaster ride. The ups, the downs, the ins, the outs; the whole shenanigan. It's a miracle that I don't go throught the whole wrist-slitting theory.

Catch no ball??

Gravy. Neither did I.

So it started with me being late for Maths class & being labeled by the stupid dumb lecturer who's hair could use another dye job. Seriously, a portion of it is white, another portion is black which leaves the last portion of it -her fringe- a bronzy, reddish brown. Talk about making a fashion statement. Ugh. She probably couldn't afford a full dye job or maybe it was one of those DIY thingies.

But.

I digress.

Actually, this thing happened in the midst of me going to school. it involved the class; the whole class. What happened was that most of them were going to Marina Bay to celebrate a classmate's birthday. Okay.

Everyone was welcome. Okay. It cost $12/head. Okay.

The ONLY little teeny weeny nitty gritty catch was that it was NOT HALAL.

Not okay.

Definitely not okay.

What the fuck? Look, I know Chinese love pork a whole lot & I know some Chinese are those who can't live without it. And yeah, the birthday girl's Chinese. But that doesn't give those-who-shall-not-be-named who planned this whole thing the reason to cast aside those around them.

Clearly, it stated, whole class is welcome. Let's go as a class, hip-hip-hooray. But well, hello?? The whole class isn't just Chinese. No offense to those Chinese reading this. I have nothing against your race. Hell, even my best friend's Chinese and we get along fine.

But you know what? It's those little things that count. You want the whole class involved and yet you don't take into consideration about those around you.

Oh and the best thing? When a friend asked for me if it was halal or not, one of the dumb-ass planners replied: "Oh, it's not halal, but you don't eat the pork can already."

Stupid shit-faced bastards.

Well, hello?? What am I supposed to eat then? Air? Packed food from fucking McDonald's? Or am I supposed to eat the food that's supposedly not pork but then share the same cooking place as the freakin' pig. Never have I been so insulted like that before.

My 2 Chinese gal pals really wanted me to go, claiming that without me it wouldn't be fun. Heck, they'd even offered to sit at another separate table from the rest of the class just to sit with me.

I swear I wouldn't say this 'coz it's kinda pretty strong a word, but bloody hell, I'm pissed so I don't care anymore.

This has to be the most bloody-fucking-assholic-hypocritical-asinine-motherfucked-up RACIST thing I've ever experienced in my life. I hate my class & this time it's for real. With the exception of some people.

I hate them so much that I really bloody fuckingly wish them all to hell. Skewered, fried, roasted, boiled, steamed, whatever. you people can just screw your bloody damn selves over & over again until the bloody mother-fucked-up cows bloody come home.

Hell, I'm not even sorry for sounding vulgar. True, so what if I'm a screwed-up, no-brain Malay bitch. What's so big about my race?

Well, have you ever thought if the tables were turned against you? That if you were the Muslim ones sitting around with a bunch of pork-eaters?

Hey, other Muslims/Malays, whatever, may not care and just shove everything they bloodily see down their fucking throats, not caring if it's pork, chicken, cow, elephant, lion, mosquito, lizard whatever.

But this freakin' Muslim girl does. And by all that's holy, she better damn well get the respect Muslims should receive when it comes to food. And that's STRICTLY NO PORK & NON-HALAL FOOD ALLOWED. Get that through your fried-up brains, you bloody racists.

I'm not pointing fingers, again I'm speaking in general. Because this is what's happening in the world right now. Especially in the Malay society where Malays are adopting that heck-care attitude & just shoving everything they see down their fucking throats. They think that as long as it's not pork, it's okay. Well, it's not okay.

I'm not trying to sound as if I've got a burr stuck up my ass but this is what's happening right now. And it's a sad thing.

Laterz...
Lenny JC a.k.a That Bitchy Malay/Muslim Girl