7 Things...Taken From Siu Mei's Blog, Edited By Xabi

7 things that scare me:
1. Lizards...well, they don't actually scare me but rather, they just freak me out.
2. Loneliness & of dying alone
3. Doing something wrong
4. Judgement Day
5. Heh, balloons...shut up, it's a phobia of mine since childhood.
6. Losing the ones I treasure
7. Losing all the goodies I've collected in my baby should it go blank one day

7 things I like the most about me:
1. My natural curly hair
2. My lips
3. My undeprived childhood
4. My talents (however minimal they are)
5. My enthusiasm for life
6. My swimming shoulders
7. My strength

7 most important things in my room:
1. My still-going-strong bed...given by Gran Alonso when I was 2.
2. My 2 'smelly' small pillows...comes with the bed
3. My Xabi the Killer Whale beanie...a gift from Luis, Harry & Ballpicker
4. My 6-tier bookshelf
5. My fan & AirCon
6. My desk
7. My inherited Love Seat...Mummy Alonso used it during her wedding *winkz*

7 random facts about me:
1. I had Ecxema when I was younger & my skin got so bad my parents considered sending me away to that rehab clinic...kidding!! But the Ecxema is true & because of it, I took a lot of stick as a kid.
2. I am a music-loving piano-playing camera-hogging video-making library freak who hates shopping!! But I do a mean bargain; I nearly made a salesgirl cry once. Heh. I am so bad.
3. I was raised by my 5 uncles & therefore accounts for my un-girly nature. Ehh, but I still cry, okay??
4. Before my sisters were born, I used to talk to myself & was frequently caught by my parents.
5. I love travelling & have travelled without my parents before.
6. I hate vegetables especially carrots. Mummy Alonso doesn't believe that I hate them now; she thought when I was a kid I loved them. She didn't know I used to swallow them whole to make her happy.
7. I like to curse & swear. *grins widely*

7 things I plan to do before I die:
1. Travel the world & learn & do the things that I've been longing to do
2. Return to Surin, Thailand to teach English again...damn, I miss my sweeties there.
3. Get married & have kids. Four, please. Ahahahakz!!
4. Write a novel
5. Meet the REAL Xabi Alonso & Luis Garcia...this spot has been booked & reserved for Daph.
6. Live somewhere outside Singapore & drag along the Alonso Family & make sure their future is secured before I go
7. Go for Haj...does that mean I have to wear tudong after that??

7 things I can do:
1. Play the piano
2. Be very cold
3. Shoot people with my mouth with sarcasm or outright telling-off
4. Mimick most voices & accents
5. Stay up late to watch soccer matches & not be putting toothpicks under my eyes the next day
6. Be a chatterbox
7. Be a solid wall of support when someone needs it

7 things I can't do:
1. Refrain from being temperamental...but I can tamper it a notch or so...
2. Control my passion for eating...damn, I love food. Ahahahkz!!
3. Do a cartwheel...shit, I used to be in gymnastics -don't laugh- & could do that easy-peasy.
4. Back down from an argument...but I will conceed if I know in the end that I'm wrong.
5. Wake up early in the morning
6. Be cooped up in an enclosed space for long
7. Express myself verbally sometimes

7 things I say the most:
1. Like...insert any word after 'like' but usually, I use 'whatever'.
2. Sia lahh!! -or anything with a 'lahh' behind
3. Yeah, yeah...
4. 'Kay...
5. Oh, for cryin' out loud!!
6. Ahahahahkz!!
7. Bloody hell ~!@#$%^&* ...all curses & swearwords being after that.

7 celeb crushes:
1. XABIER OLANO ALONSO!!!...Whahahakz!! Like, duhh...
2. Joshua Scott Chasez a.k.a JC Chasez...cannot forget this one 'cuz he's from my childhood.
3. Ruud van Nistelrooy...Ruud!! Ruud!! Ruud!! Ruud!! Ruuuuuuud!!
4. Michael Phelps...such a hunk of a swimmer!! *sighs dreamily*
5. Pierluigi Collina...this isn't a crush, lahh but I want to meet him to beg him to come referee for S-League. Ahahahkz!!
6. David Beckham...met him already!! But only like him in the Gillette & Adidas advert.
7. Vin Diesel...so macho!! *drools*

7 people I'll love to see doing this:
1. Daphne Marie Curie Tay Pakiam Fen-Chong Luis Daffie-Poo Garcia!!
2. Harry Joann Bimbotic Last-Time-Duck-Now-Chicken Kho Pei Pei Kewell...Whahahahkz!!
3. Jose Sharon Cheng Wan Xian Pepe Manuel Reina
4. Halif a.k.a Chippy
5. Oodha/Both Rachs/Alvin
6. Fala
7. BBR...if he ever decides to drop by my blog again.

7 things I hate the most about me:
1. My unwillingness to let my guard down
2. My shoot-first-ask-questions-later approach
3. My trust-is-only-given-once policy
4. My reluctance to sometimes give & take
5. My lazy-bumness
6. My instant raised-hackles mode when under siege
7. My unintentional hurting of others when I'm a black cloud

Done!! Had nothing to do today, so I thought I'd take a shot at it. At least it had the little wheels in my head turning for a while rather than let it stay stagnant.

My assistant IC was being an irritant today after a few days of being dormant. A thorn in my side. It started again yesterday & I think my tolerance level for it is decreasing. Most times, I just don't care & I pretend not to hear or notice that he's directing his words at me. But this shit has been going on for some time now & I am ready to throw in the shovel.

I don't care if my IC is there with him when he gives his 2 cents & I ignore. It's my choice whether I want to respond to it or not. As each day passes, he is getting more perverted in my eyes; as if he were a psychomaniac on the loose. It's not only due to the fact that he's looking more & more like an escapee from the asylum but his mannerisms just raise the hair at the back of my neck. Everytime he comes near or is nearby or I hear his voice directing his 2 cents at me, my guard just shoots up 3 levels & everything in me runs on overdrive & coils up in tension. It's freaking me out to an extent but I don't want to let any of that affect me. I'm not succumbing to paranoia that easily. I won't let it.

I can't live like this. I hate the fact that I'm in constant tension & guardedness that it doesn't allow me to relax. I feel trapped. Only when I arrive home would I feel safe. Am I scared?? To a point, yes. But I won't allow my fear to overrule me & take control. But then, being scared would mean that I'd be on extra alert. The battle is on. I have less than 3 weeks more to go.

He just did it again. I am going all out to ignore this cretin. Even if it borders to the point of being rude. Because at this point, I just don't care. I just want to get out.

Laterz...
Lenny JC