Just got back fresh from KL. Frankly, I've been tired for the whole time I was there. Suddenly I slept alot & was almost always hungry. Eeeeeee. I don't wanna be fatter than I already am!! The Spices & I are went swimming today, though. Hopefully that shed a little weight off me. Actually, come to think of it, I think not. We ate at Mac's after that. So, I guess I gained back what I lost. Ahahakz!! We kinda played more than we swam, anyway; taking videos of rescue missions & other nonsense. Earlier on, Luis had already taken a video of Becks a.k.a Robert a.k.a Rebecca a.k.a Becky eating potato chips like a small hamster.

Bought for Romain Louvet a packet of Sour Power candy strips because he loves sour sweets; he can eat a whole pack of sour Skittles just like that & will probably finish it within half an hour. You're so very welcome, Romain. I knew you liked sour sweets, that's why I bought it for you. But don't gobble all of them up at one time, okay?? And don't forget to share!! For my dear Luis, I bought her a Liverpool lanyard which she squealed with delight when I gave it to her. Yeah, of course I bought for myself a Manchester United one & both of us proudly wore the lanyards around our necks. Other than that, I just bought some gum for whoever that happened to come by or something & I could pass it to them. Oh well, first come, first served.

Anywayz, is it possible for someone to be nice & warm to you one day & then give you the coldest shoulder ever the next day?? I don't know. Maybe. Was it because of something you said?? Something you did?? Oh well, anywayz, here's another song that's been stuck inside my head. It's from this really, really has-been Christian boyband, Plus One, who's songs aren't really about loving a girl or loving God; it's really up to each individual on how they want to imply & reflect on it. Anywayz, the song is called Run To You. Maybe the song is talking about running to God when you feel like your faith is losing, but I'd like to think of it as running to a friend, or friends. Your close ones, loved ones. Whatever. Well, God is a possibility, too, but I'd like to leave my options open.

Run To You
Sometimes when the world
Gets so cold And my heart
Is fifteen below
And I feel like I'm
So far from home
I run to you

When life doesn't
Go like I planned
So confused and
I don't understand
It's hard 'cause
It's out of my hands
And this is what I do
When I got
Nothing left to give

I run to you
When I can't find my way
And I get lost in you
When I don't have the faith
When I don't know what to do
I feel I can't make it through
I run to you

So it goes, every life has some rain
Everyone's gotta deal with the pain
But I know how to make it okay
I tell you what I do
When my back's
Up to the wall you know

I run to you
When I can't find my way
And I get lost in you
When I don't have the faith
When I don't know what to do
I feel I can't make it through
I run to you

You are my light
You're my everything
In a place of chaos you're the
One thing that brings me peace
I'll give my heart,
I'll give my all
When I'm beat down
You're always standin' tall

I run to you
I'm so lost in you
When I need you
Oh I need to

I run to you
When I can't find my way
And I get lost in you
When I don't have the faith
When I don't know what to do
I feel I can't make it through
I run to you

I run to you
When I can't find my way
And I get lost in you
When I don't have the faith
When I don't know what to do
I feel I can't make it through
I run to you
I run to you


By the way, this was for Daffie, Michelle & Raizan; the people who were constantly there with me & for me when I needed help the most, no matter what kind of help. Especially to Daffie & Michelle who knows what kind of crap I go through. Thank you soooo much for being a part of me thus far. Don't know what I'd do without you guys because I owe a lot to both of you. *Muackz* to both of you. Bitches, I like!!! Ahahahakz!!

Laterz...
Lenny JC