Daffie, thank you sooooooo so so very much for coming to eat with me at Old Chang Kee today, I know you had a dinner to attend & would be likely to eat again afterwards. Really, really appreciate that & also the talks that we always have on the bus going home. It's nice to have someone to share your reflections of the day's activities or on-goings rather than to brood alone & pout all by yourself in the bus. And Daph, I'm sorry if I'm a bad bus partner because I always fall asleep halfway through the journey.

Daphne & I were sitting in bus 22 today instead of 72 after school & somehow the subject of music was brought up. Since it was by far the longest bus ride both of us had ever taken, we decided, well, what the heck? Might as well pass time & think of something so absurd to talk about.

And as all of you might know, our current 'hot' topic was of, yes, the French Fries. Not that any of you guys are special or anything, but well, there's always a time where the discussion about you people would come out sooner or later. We can't help it; it's unavoidable because we see your faces everyday. Unfortunately. Ahahahakz!! God, Romain Louvet would sooooooo love to kill me if he saw that sentence. Nyeheheheh. But you know what?? I don't care!! Like, whatever, dude. You can say anything you want about me & to my views & principals but I will always stand by them. But. Say it to me & not behind me. Be a man. Do the right thing. Daph, you get the joke, right?? Ahahahakz...

ANYWAYZ, coming back to the topic at hand. So we were discussing music. Yeah, well, both of us loooooove music & well, we try to be 2 Eminems & sing Mockingbird but Silly Wandy calls us MockingDUCKS. Idiot. So anywayz, I suddenly like sorta popped straight up my seat & said to Daphne that what if the guys had formed a band amongst themselves?? Yeah, far-fetched, I know, but well, just for the heck of it, what if?? Or maybe they'd already done that back in France?? Hey, who knows. Anything is possible.

Daphne was like laughing for awhile but I was a little absorbed into my own musings, thinking of my own band, as in GB 11's band, Eclectic Skies. Eclectic Skies is a 5-piece band whereas now, we've got 6 French Fries. Or 7, if we counted in Mikael.

So we pondered upon it for a little while, tinkered with a few ideas & came up with this little arrangement as well as a few nicknames for them. Nyahahahakz!! Well, like duhh. What're you supposed to do when the journey from AMK Interchange to Tampines Interchange takes one & a half hours on freakin' 22?? Check it out:

Vincent (Vin) - Lead Vocalist
Patrick (Trick) - Harmony Vocalist
Christophe (Axe/X) - Keyboard
Romain I. (Ro) - Drums
Nicolas (Nick/D.J) - Lead Guitar
Mikael (Mike/Mick) - Rhythm Guitar
Romain L. (Lou) - Bass Guitar

Nyehehehehe...And their group name?? I think you've already guessed it. The French Fries!! Or maybe The Frenchies. Whatever makes you happy. It's just a suggestion. *Shrugs*

Sorry. A little too free on the bus, yeah.

Anywayz, today started out kinda well for me; I was happy mostly throughout the day but a few hours after lunch, everything was like a virtual landslide & I started feeling emo. Well, maybe because I had a little time to reflect what was going on around me & it hit me hard that some people had just maybe pissed me off.

The weird thing is that, I didn't even realize it until late. See, I'm the type of person who'll let most things go over my head with probably just a laugh most of the time & will only realize later on that whatever that was said or done by someone was meant to, if not offend me, then to hurt my feelings. So during that whole bus ride, me & Daph began talking some things out & I too, found out that she was unhappy with certain things that went around Level 4 that day. I mean, not because of me; I didn't do anything, but people around her.

Been noticing lately that all the hidden claws have been coming out but I never mentioned anything to anyone until today. And I realized that more than 1 person had pissed me off today. I don't know how that happened, maybe I was too busy living my life & taking it as good as it gets that I forget that not everything that happens in this world is a good thing.

Yes, I'm loud. I know that. Yes, I have a talkative nature. I know that, too. Yes, sometimes i'm so sarcastic, people get offended. That, I know too well. Yes, sometimes I don't let people speak & will interrupt them like a bullet train. That's me & I'm sorry. But for heaven's sake!! If you want your turn at speaking, then don't just sit there with your fork & spoon & go on nodding your head like you're agreeing with everything I say & then you blame me for not giving you a turn at talking. Well, how would I know you wanted to talk when you're just nodding your head at me. When you nod your head at me, I take it as a sign, a signal, that you are giving me the permission to go on & that you're listening to what I'm saying.

So now it's my fault that you can't talk because you're eating & that I'm talking too much?? What the fuck, man!! And you don't even give any sign at all that you wanted to say something!! You didn't say, 'Excuse me', like SOMEONE did when I unconciously kept interrupting him during a conversation & he held up a hand for me to stop. I'm thankful for his gesture because if not, I wouldn't realize, not on purpose, that he wanted to say something. So, thank you. I really appreciate it. Really.

It's just that I love talking; anyone who knows me even if they just knew me knows that I'm a goddamned chatterbox. But this guy. I felt like kicking him with my pink boot. Like what Adibah, who took a pic of my boots said, 'Siyyalah, Lenny. If you kicked a dog with your boots, the dog would die!!' Ahahahakz...good one, Adibah!

Okay, one person down. Hmmm...a few more to go. Should I continue?? I know this is kinda a little like a behind-your-back thing but well, if the same people who pissed me off today continue to do so tomorrow, then, boy, I am so gonna blow. I know I'm not perfect, I have flaws too, maybe even more than the norm, but my God, don't go & hit on me when it's not even your concern & you're not even included inside the situation.

You're making yourself look like a completely utterly idiotic fool. You want to make me look like a fool but instead you're the one who's looking like a moron. Mind your own fuckin' business. Bitch. Nobody was talking to you. So why should you butt in your irritating self inside. You weren't the one giving English lessons okay?? I was. So why can't I do it my style when I'm the one who's teaching the lesson?? It's my freakin' problem!! It's up to the student whether or not he wants to accept what I say to him. Like, fuck you, bitch. I never liked you from the start, anyway. So why should I listen to what you have to say??

Does it even matter how I teach someone?? As long as the message is loud & clear, that's the whole point. Unless of course, you're the one who doesn't understand English, that's why you made comments like that.

Whoaa...can't stand this kind of people!! Like, I know lots of people have bones to pick with me. Well, then, fine. Bring it on!! Like I said, I know I'm not perfect & I'd probably have to watch what I say sometimes because yeah, I know some of my words offend some people especially those whom have just known me & might not understand what I mean. Misunderstood Me. Can't help it. I might say something & others might read it in a different way.

Like what I wrote about the French Fries. I know ALL of you have read it thanks to a certain big mouth whom by the way, is not Christophe because Christophe just couldn't be bothered. Anywayz, I don't know your reactions because SOMEBODY refuses to tell me. I only know that some of you are unhappy, that's it. Or, I don't even know what exactly your reactions were because i couldn't hear what that fella was saying!! But, please, if you guys have issues with me & my descripion, please, please, please, tell me. I don't want to hear it from somebody else who claims this fella said this & this fella said that. Please. No more rumors.

And one of you. Stop trying to be funny. Okay?? You want to say hello, do it properly. For God's sake, don't go behind me when I'm on the phone & start waving from behind like a maniac on crack. It's not funny. At all. I mean, I don't really don't mind you doing that, but what would you rather prefer?? Someone who is oblivious to your so-called greeting or someone responsive towards your greeting?? Common sense, right?? Damn, I should've turned around & slammed my knbbly elbow into your abdomen. Huh!! How can I see that you're trying to be 'friendly' with me when you're doing it behind my back, you silly monkey?? I'm not angry or offended or anything. Just exasperated. I mean, seriously. What is so wrong about tapping me on the shoulder & go, 'Eyy!'. Or I'll even make it better for you. You could 'pretend' to collide into me just so you could get my attention, ehh?? How about that?? You won't even need to say 'Hi!'. Be a man. Do the right thing. Daphne...you what I mean, dontcha!!??

Aaaargh!!

I'm not asking any of you to change, I don't expect you to. I mean, why would I?? I don't think ANYONE in this whole wide world should change for anyone or anything except for maybe your own will. But, please!! This is madness!!

And seriously, Izwan. If you ever read this. The other day, I seriously felt like kicking my boot straight into that face of yours & you jolly well know why. You ever, EVER come near me EVER again & decide to reach out for my sweets WITH OR WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, you will see this boot flying right at you in under 2 seconds. After this whole FYP thing, I sooooooo do NOT want to see your face EVER again.

And to those who think they belong to this category. When I make friends, I only give out my card of trust once. When I make friends whom I know get along well with me, I make friends for life. It takes only once for that card of trust to be broken & if ever that card gets broken, you will never ever get it back again from me. I will not talk to you, not look at you, not have anything to do with you. I won't even look at you in the eye. From then on, whatever friendship we had is now gone. And this doesn't apply to me only. You affect my close ones, the ones I love & treasure, you affect me. Bitchy-sounding, doesn't it??

I'm not trying to sound like a hot-shot or a VIP; but that's how much I treasure friendship & friends. For me, friendship is for life. That's just how I am. Be my friend or be gone. Whatever makes you happy.

To Christophe, it's okay to be WOLS sometimes. Okay?? You'll learn. In good time. As long you've understood whatever I've said. But so far, you're learning pretty well. And who knows, one day you might even give me a run for my money. When the student crosses over the master. Or something like that. I didn't know what the heck you were babbling about yesterday on MSN. Whatever. Oh and hey, the clicking your tongue thing was just a joke. I was just pulling your leg. You can click at me anytime!! Ahahahakz...

To Patrick, dude, enjoy reading my blog entries, aitez?? Hope you laugh out really loud. Didn't mean to make you sound the way I did. I'm sorry. And try to be a little more friendlier next time me & Sharon say 'Hi' to you, okay? Ahahahkz!!

And finally. To my 2 other Spice Bitches: Cinnamon & Nutmeg, I love you guys. Thanks for being there when I was emo & all that shit. I'll see all of you in school. Many hugs & kisses...

Laterz...
Lenny JC a.k.a Chilli Spice Bitch